I was so shocked when you wrote about the kids part and so relieved that it did not happen. You are so brave to get back to driving again, Indubala. Thank you for doing this for yourself, your daughter, and for taking care of the roads as a responsible driver.
I used to say this phrase last year when my fear of driving was high -- I'd say "Road Angels, Unite!" and imagine all the road angels in drivers (including myself), and celestial angels looking out for one another, and keeping the roads safe for everyone. Perhaps you can try that if this resonates with you. To me, it reaffirms my intention to be a road angel while driving.
Wishing you all the best for your upcoming triumph!